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DATE: 5TH APRIL, 2000 TIME: 3:00 PM




During this hour, I saw in a vision Our Lord Jesus Christ walking alone in the

wilderness. Later He came near a certain city and sat down on a rock a few miles away

from the city. He remained there and prayed for a long time. When He finished praying,

He went inside the city and preached to the people the Good News about the Kingdom

of Heaven. In the end, only seven people followed Him. They came out of the city and

went down to the valley of the mountain not far from the city. In the valley, I saw that

there were many crosses there, too many to be counted. Jesus said to them:

“These are the rejected crosses which your people failed to carry. Whoever wants to

follow Me must carry his cross and follow Me. He will deny the world, deny self, carry

his cross and follow Me. The way that leads to happiness is a narrow way. It is a desert

way, very dry and hard to go. Whoever goes with Me will not walk in darkness. I will

change your sorrow into happiness, your pains into joy. Those who love Me find that

My cross is light and that My way is easy to go. Children, whoever wants to save his

own life will lose it but whoever losses his life for Me will find it”

The seven men replied in one tone. “We have left everything and followed You. Show

us Your way, we will carry our crosses and go after You”. Our Lord looked at them for

a while and informed them to go and tell their relatives and friends and come back.

They all left at once leaving Jesus who sat down on a rock and bent down His Head in

silence. Later, they came back. The journey began. Jesus began to give them their

crosses to carry. The first person complained of the weight of his cross. Our Lord

ordered him to choose from the crosses. When He tried to choose, he found out that the rest of the crosses were heavier than his own. Unknowingly, He came back and picked that particular one our Lord gave him at first and said: Yes; this is my own. Our Lord gazed at him and calmly said; is it not the one I gave you? They all took their own

crosses. The journey began.

They sang and prayed as they moved on carrying their crosses. Jesus took the lead. The

journey was a serious one. No one cared to look back. They passed hills and low lands.

They climbed mountains and went through the valleys. They suffered the dryness of the hot desert. At a point, the faith of some of them began to fail. The journey was slow and

steady, but yet some couldn’t catch up. Some were five miles away from Jesus, some

three, some two miles. At this point, they began to suffer the temptation of free will. I saw two of the men cutting off their crosses at the base while the journey was still on. In the evening of the first day, they came to a great river. Our Lord Jesus Christ first reached there. He bent down and placed His own cross across the river and passed. The rest did the same, except the two weaker ones who had cut their crosses. They measured their crosses, but could not cross the river. They sat down wept and cried to Jesus but no one dared to listen and look at them. They were left there while others continued their journey. This happened on the first day as I saw in the vision. On the second day, they continued the journey day and night. They passed the whole day in the desert and suffered more severely than on the first day. I saw that another two men thought that there would be no other river to cross, so they cut their crosses like the first group of people. When the evening of the second day came they were abandoned like the former ones. The remaining three and Jesus Our Saviour continued. They passed the cold night and entered the third day. On the third day, they arrived at a mountain. Our Lord stood there and pointed to them their last destination; a land of happiness and rest. But before they could reach there, there was a certain city they had to pass. Our Lord told them that the city is a sinful city. Nothing holy can be found there. He told them not to stop in that city, not to eat or drink anything there. Their sins have piled up as high as Heaven, waiting for God’s wrath and destruction. Our Lord said: “I am leaving you to go and look for the lost sheep of Israel. But I will be there to welcome you in the end”. Immediately, He vanished from their sight. The three men found themselves alone. But they took courage and moved on. Eventually, they entered the city, the sinful city. They saw its glory and its pleasures. They were tempted more with all the pleasures of that city. They were mocked shamefully by the people of that city. At last two of

them gave up and joined the people.

The remaining one, who was more highly tempted than the others persisted in his faith,

carried his cross and entered the land of happiness and rest.

Instantly, a cloud came down and covered the whole land. I saw our Lord Jesus Christ

holding a golden crown brighter than the sun, and coming down from the cloud with the

Angels, too many to be counted. They came down to welcome the only survivor. Our

Lord placed the crown on his head and made him see again the whole journey he

underwent and the sufferings of the earth and his fallen friends. Within a few minutes,

he forgot the suffering of the long journey and the heavy cross. Instantly, the vision

passed. The Holy Agonizing Face of Jesus Christ appeared and said to me:

“Son, you have seen. This is how those who followed Me ended up on the way. Only

a few struggled to the end. Struggle to enter the land of happiness. The way is hard, but

he who endures till the end shall be saved. This vision will be made known to My

Apostles on their days of consecration and renewal of their consecration. I promise to

give you the Spirit of Wisdom to open your heart for more understanding. The Spirit

will throw light into the darkness of souls and renew their hearts. I am the Agonizing

Jesus Christ who loves you. Peace be with you. I bless you”.

Immediately, the vision passed. I woke up; it was exactly 6 pm. So it took me complete

three hours to witness the vision; one hour, represented one day as I saw in the vision.

I came back to myself and recorded it.



DATE: 6TH APRIL, 2000 TIME: 3:00 PM




In my prayer during this hour, I saw in a vision the Holy Agonizing Face. Our Lord

with His Face bathed with Blood calmly said:

“My son, go and tell all My backsliding Apostles, that I have forgiven them. I want

them back. They have caused Me much pain and wounds in the Heart. But I have

forgiven them. They have crucified Me several times, but I have forgiven them. I want

them back. I still love them. I am thirsty to see them back.

Tell them to come back to their work, which has been lying idle over the years since

they left. I am merciful; I forgive. I will not remember their sins anymore. I will give

them back their portion of My glory. I will bless them. How happy, My son, to see My

lost sheep coming back to unite with My flock. I tell you, there will be great happiness

among the Angels and Saints. Many Wounds will be healed in the two Hearts of Love,

the Hearts of Mother and Son. How terrible it will be for the sheep that remain

adamant over this loving call to return. He will regret every word of My loving call.

When the time comes, he will have no rest in this world. Even the kingdom of iniquity

will not hold him. Everything will reject him. He will be left to the evil spirits to be

tortured. This is so because he has the Mark of My Seal, which will always remind him

of My love for him. Go and look for My lost sheep. Bring them back to Me.

I am the Agonizing Jesus Christ. Remain in My peace. I bless you”. Immediately the

vision passed.




TIME: 3:00 PM




During my prayer at this hour, I saw Our Lord hanging alive on the Cross. Precious

Blood flowed from all His Wounds. He kept silent in an Agonizing mood.

Within a short time, a cloud came down and covered the whole place. The Holy

Agonizing Face appeared and said:

“They have eyes, but they cannot see.

They have ears, but they cannot hear.

Their minds and their understanding are carnal that they cannot understand the hour.

My son, what is there yet to happen, and what are you expecting to hear or see before

you will understand the time and run for your life?

The Evil One has come. They have introduced their errors in the world. Disastrous

abominations have filled the Church, setting up in the Holy Place. Evil fashions have

been introduced in the world. Satan’s incarnates can be seen all over the world. You can

see the kingdom of Satan in the world where people go about naked without shame.

You have seen the perilous time, the difficult hour, when people will be selfish, greedy,

slanderous, violent, unkind, and irreligious. You are living in a world that chains the

truth and allows lies to flow. You have seen the persecution of the truth.

What else remains before you understand the hour? You can predict the weather when

you look at the condition of the cloud. Why, then, don’t you know the meaning of this

present time? My Mother had come many times to you to warn you about the hour. She

saw the destruction that is coming upon you. She wept for you. She wept even bloody

tears for you; yet you cannot understand the hour. I, in turn, sweated blood in great

agony for you. I also wept a stream of Tears and Blood for love of you. Still, you cannot

understand the time. Faithless children, you are waiting to hear a thunder sound before

you begin to run from the deadly lightning that kills without warning. Run now or else

the day will catch up with you when you are not ready. Turn to Me with love. I will

show you the way out that leads to salvation. I will show you the way out. You will

escape from the land of destruction so that you will not share in the fate of this sinful

city. Children, give up this sinful world. Do not share in its unclean bread and its

iniquitous drink. Run for your lives. See, your days on earth are numbered, the day

when you will smell the great wrath of God. I am calling all the houses of Israel to run

for their lives. Follow the desert way to the Land of Promise. Children, when you

know, you will understand. I am the Agonizing Jesus Christ. I bless you all.”




TIME: 12:00 NOON




Today, being the seventh day of my desert outing, the last day of my mortification

program. I was tempted to stay more, but that was not the will of God. I was in

prayer when I saw the glory of the Lord coming down from the cloud.

In the cloud, I saw the Agonizing Jesus Christ with His Hands tied and His Head

crowned with thorns. He wore a red mantle with an iron rod in His Hand, descending

from the cloud as He sat on His Throne.

I was lifted up in the spirit as high to the Throne. Our Lord looked up and said:

“On the day when My tied hands will be loosened and lifted up in triumph to rule; on

the day when this Crown of Thorns will be replaced with a Glorious Crown, and the

robe stained with Blood replaced with a Royal Mantle, the whole world will see My

loving Kingdom, My Kingdom of peace. Happy are all who are called to see this hour.

When this hour comes, there will be no more pains, no more sorrow, no worry; all these

old things will have passed away. There will be only one True Church and one True

Faith. The whole world will acknowledge the value of My Sacrificial Death. My

Precious Blood will reign forever.

Children, how then will this hour come? The hour will come soon through you. I have

called you to hasten the hour. You are the Apostles of My Glorious Reign. May I find

consolation in you. Children, even if the whole world turns against Me, May you stand

for Me.

You will be persecuted. The whole world will hate you because of Me. You will suffer

many disappointments because you want to do My Will. You will miss many

opportunities because they are evil, and you can’t do them. All these are what you will

suffer so as to hasten the hour. Children, you will not be in a haste to see the hour, but

yield yourself entirely to the Will of your God. He alone knows the hour. Your total

submission to His Will shall do much better to hasten the hour than your worries and

your anxiety. You are men of blind mind and eyes. How can a blind man see something

far from his reach? He sees with the vision of the mind, what he touches or feels. In the

same way, you will not see what is beyond you because they are Heavenly matters.

How can the corrupt mind of man understand the incorruptible mind of the Most Holy

God? The way of Heaven is not the way of the world. Little by little, I am making My

way known to My little children. Do not allow yourselves to fall into confusion or

become insane while you are thinking of how Heaven will carry out its plan. No human

being will understand fully and explain well how it will happen. Children, I say it is

beyond your understanding. What you will bear in mind always is that it will happen

sooner than you think. Children, what I need of you is to yield to the Divine Will. You

will not stumble in darkness. All will come to pass on the day you do not know and will

not know. Then My Kingdom will come. He who endures till the end will be saved.

Barnabas, I am happy to see you fulfill this call. Receive My blessing”.

He prayed silently for a short time and said: “I bless you, in the Name of the Father,

and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. GO AND MAKE MY WILL KNOWN to the

world. Peace be with you always”. Immediately, the whole vision passed. I was filled

with strength. Later in the evening, I went back home.



DATE: 18TH APRIL, 2000

TIME: 12:30 AM




During this hour, I saw in a vision the Holy Agonizing Face of Jesus Christ. He looked

at me for a while and then said:

“Barnabas, I will send you to St. Theresa’s Parish, Abakpa, Enugu, on this Holy

Thursday. I am there waiting for you in Gethsemane. I am calling you and all men to

come and watch with Me. I will speak to My people at midnight on that Thursday, I

will show you My agony. I will express My agony to you. My son, let My Will be

made known through you. Let My Will be done on earth”.